I haven't felt this way in over a year now. The feeling you get when you find out something you don't want to. You literally feel the blood rush to your head and you cant think, you cant breathe, you just want to bash someone up then go to sleep and wish it didn't catch you quite so off guard.
Though i'm not the victim here, it doesn't mean it doesn't hurt me to know that the person i love is being judged by and for his appearance. Watching him crumble down with his own self esteem hurts me the most. I do whatever I want, I see whatever I see and I love whoever I love, its my fucking life and decision. I'm gonna wake up to that face and skin and body everyday, not you. Why the hell do people even care in the first place? Go care about yourselves and all your shit first why don't you? _|_
I see myself in you, that is why I love you. I was always searching for myself in others but found it in the least expected person. Why do you worry that i'd get bored? Why would anyone ever get bored? I'm never gonna get bored. We're gonna dance to chris brown and Mj in your room until we're 89. No one does a RizMeals better than Riz Meals. No one makes Qashdinaaaa happier than Rizz Meals. And no one does Rizz Meals better than Qashdinaa,hehe i dont know what i'm saying,well i do i just want you to know you really dont have to worry about anything, we've been friends more then a year and now faith brought us together and we're already dougieed our way to our 10month to infinity ,dont worry aight i gotyour back like how you got mine , love you ,xoxo
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