Someone like you guys

I am contented with what i've got, the people i love and the people who love me back. I have mentioned a million times before that I used to search for more because enough was never enough. But now, i've finally realised that you never know what you're looking for when you keep looking. The people who come your way just come, then go.

Instead, look out for the ones who stay. I am contented with the few people i hang with, because when i do, i feel wanted and welcomed. Whats the use of hanging out with a group of people who dislike each other? Or who you can't trust? Or people who make you wonder whether they even sincerely like you in the first place?will they be able to sit around doing nothing all day and hold a conversation with you and never get bored? Will they still call you when you're busy with your own life? Will they still make an effort to know whats going on in your life even if you haven't met up in ages? Will they give you personal space and not think you're calling them only because you're bored, when you randomly call? Will they listen to you tell them the same boring shit everyday? And will they be blunt and tell you the truth even if it means hurting you?

The bunch of people who're close to my heart, though few, makes me feel more complete than i have ever felt before. And i hope nothing changes. My family will always remain, that i'm sure of so there is really nothing much to worry about. But my friends, you know who you are (you better know). I love you, don't ever leave me. Please don't. I'm afraid because i'm feeling so contented right now. I hate it when people leave, especially the ones I love. Please don't leave and please don't forget me.