A little overdue

I’ve been feeling a little, I don’t know. Cheerless? Blue? Forlorn? Sad? Purely out of my element. A lot’s been going through my head lately and I feel as if I’m trapped with nothing but endless thoughts and emotions. Never a moment of release or sanctuary. Just nothing but solitude and never ending waves of torment that rush through me. I was doing so well for a while, but I guess, all good must come to an end at some point. I spend so much time trying to fix myself. Trying not to get in people’s way. Trying to… make something better. Trying to prove…whatever I’m supposedly worth. But really, I’m just not sure anymore. I think I just feel a little lost, aimless, ignored. I need someone to listen. So, why won’t you hear me?